21 February 2021

Lelah

Lelah ku disini
Lelah ku sendiri
Lelah ku tanpa sandaran
Lelah ku melangkah tanpa tujuan

Menanti bukan kepastian 
Menunggu bukan pengharapan
Hanya ingin bebas dari kesunyian hati
Hanya ingin lepas dari beban dunia ini

Menangis dengan raut tanpa makna
Tersenyum dengan hati tanpa bahagia
Memandang jauh tanpa lamunan
Angan pun hitam tanpa warna

Aku menantikan sebuah hati
Yang selalu ada walau diam
Yang selalu selangkah didepan
Menuntun jalan bukan menuntut langkah

Sebuah hati yang siap menerima duri ku



05 February 2021

Romantic Mood

I'm in romantic Mood
Thingking many kind of sweet memory I can share with you
You ... the only one I think about this whole day
What will I do with you?
A romantic day I want
Good morning kiss with a lovely toast breakfast and sweet coffe
Walking along the footway just to stitch our hands
Talking . Smiling . Laughing like never ends
Sitting at the boulevard 
Until The warm sunset come
Make the shadow feel peaceful 
The night waiting for us to spent the rest of our day
A dinner outside with the moonlight cover the sky
And time to bed . A good night kiss with the hug
It bring me to dream as sweet like our romantic day
A sweet dream . A peaceful day
So romantic like my Mood

23 October 2019

Yours

When I see You
I see my future
When I feel You
I feel peace in mind
Distance is just a number of step
I would walk to you
Time is just a counting of second
I will be with you
Don't ask about my soul
It's already fly to your arms
Don't ask about my heart
It's  yours by yesterday

16 September 2019

Foot Step


Your light capture me in dark
So bright ....
So warm .....
So lovely ....
Feeling the peaceful around this light
Covering me with hopes
Hopes that i ever dream before
Hopes that kill my heart
Hopes that i ever trust before
Hopes that kill my soul

I follow your foot step
To show me how beautiful this world
Just the same as your soul
Covering me warm

I follow your step to be wandering
The love that ever exist
The soul that ever warm
The heart that ever beat

But.. I'm here now
Alone ....
Lonely .....
Clueless ....
I lost your step
I lost the light
That step who lead me the way
That step who show me the dream

I lost the step and silent
Nowhere I can see
Nowhere I can walk
I close my eyes again
To be fall ....
Deep ....
Waiting .....

PS : To the soul that capture my Heart
I wish for Your Happy Ending

11 September 2019

10 Second

Just 10 Seconds...
You smile even you shy
You bite your lips until red
You talk with awkward
Just to make me happy with my demand on you

Just 10 seconds..
But that's enough to make my heart jumping like crazy
Your smile
Your shy
Your awkward
Your gaze
Is it that for me?

Just 10 seconds..
I will remind this forever

09 September 2019

You and Me Forever

Smile ... I'm looking at you
You share me a story
About you and me
Cuddling
Squeezing
Kissing
What a Perfect dream

You and me
Laugh for our little crazy
Sad for our misunderstanding
And smile for our sweet future

You and me
Cuddling here by words
Squeezing me so tight by thoughts
Kissing me lovely by mind

You and me
Talk about our future
As it happen by tomorrow
No matter how far we will go
As long you and me together
Standing side by side
Holding hands  forever

You and me
At some point asking about each other
When the time I have doubt about You
Ask You
" You want dream about me
But you don't want the reality with me? "

When the time my brain only working for my thoughts
When the time You have doubt about Me
" Do you want me for real?  "

You and Me
Would we can make it real?
When we are so far away
Not only by car
Not only by train
We are at different continent
That's how far we are
But You come to comfort
Someday,  I will stand in front of you
To touch You
To Squeeze You
To kiss You
To make all our dream come true

You and Me
Have the same though
To give . To believe . To prove
And make all real
When You ask me to believe You
Is it for a day?
For a while?
And You answer
No...  But forever
Where ever You are standing
Your Time  . My time . World Time
I'll be there for You
You and Me
Will be together forever

07 September 2019

SILENCE

Hey you
How are you there?
Still you remind me?
Or you try to forget me?
I keep on thinking how you feel to me now
Is it still the same
Or maybe you find another one

I have no courage to asking you
Even i saw you there standing
I have no courage to calling you
Bcoz I'm  scare you will reject me

Still you remember our talk?
We count our distant
We count our timezone
We count our heart

When there's  a time we stick like a glue
We forget our world
We see eyes to eyes
Through all words

Now I'm here silence
Watching you quiet
Hoping you will looking me back
For a small talking
For a words longing
For a soul missing
For back to the old day
You are mine
And I'm yours

My heart feel the loneliness since you silent